Friday, October 3, 2008

Concentration.


He looks at the world as a place where rain counts more than anything else. He wishes for elemental fury the way one would wish for a new house, in an everyday sort of manner, nothing coconut-breaking about it. It's just a simple wish. He hunches over umbrellas and puts in little stitches, bending old metal back into curved lines. His eye sees more than cloth and knobs going into this thing, this contraption, that for the owner is something one leaves lying in plastic bags on rickety buses. But he collects memories, this man, of sleek umbrellas and shabby ones, as he mends them meticulously, grey-haired head oblivious to the world around.

Luck's been coming his way lately. It's a good thing this one wasn't left on a bus. If it's torn, it's been used. If it's been brought in for repair, it shows that it transcends the requirement of being a thing - it is now a possession. And, who knows, it might even be treasured. And, if he's impossibly lucky, an heirloom.

The word profession is full of possibilities. There is nothing in this world you can't earn your living from, and perhaps that's a glorious thing, but it's a bittersweet near-tragedy too, just a little.

8 have survived.:

Anushka said...

the picture is heart-rending.
funny, i just wrote a post on career. and i hadn't read this one yet.

What's In A Name ? said...

Wonderfully put.

Sroyon said...

Beautiful post. I think I know how you feel, because I've thought roughly the same thoughts about bicycle repairmen. In fact if I'm not mistaken, Rahul Saha (who sometimes comments on your blog) and I had a discussion on these lines.

heh? ok said...

you know, it's a lucky few who can be as consumed by their profession. very, very few. they are the ones who never find out what drudgery means. and they find meaning in what they do, it completes who they are. it's like it isn't possible for me to conceive of myself without somehow factoring in the umbrellas i repair and the care i pour into each of them.

the more i look for it, the more elusive it gets. i'm getting convinced i'll never really be happy unless i teach history by day and write books by night. sigh.

Clezevra said...

Can, and might. How different the two words are. And the different worlds they open up...

Magically Bored said...

Lovely post. :)

weevil girl said...

:)

Doubletake, Doublethink. said...

@ sroyon: i passed bicycle repairmen too, that day.

@ heh? ok: you should. you should write and teach history, you were made for it.

everyone else, thanks :)